Date: 30.04.2003 + Day: Wednesday

Mood: Stressed


Eh... Still haven't started doing any HW... My bad. Just been watching anime, working on artworks and writing... I'm going to be drowning in HW... Yeah, will do tomorrow... *Twtich*

Blah blah. Am drawing a character for some guy. I get $5 for it. Yay. I am so happy. Is meant to be a bishi. But I think his legs are out of proportion with the rest of his body. I feel like giving up at times. There are so many totally amazing artists out there I feel so humbled... But! I'm told such thinking is bad and I should cease with it... Or something. *Sigh* Maybe I will go and write more instead.

Right. Writing. Phoenix, do you know what a kiss is? ^_^ We'll have Ashura show you, ne? And then you can show Aether-sama and make him all jealous and stuff... I need to get a life... x_x

~ Caleyndar @ 9:44 PM




Date: 28.04.2003 + Day: Monday

Mood: Sleepy


I guess something like "running away never solves the problem" applies here. I had to go and make mini rolls even though I sorta escaped it yesterday... At least there wasn't much and I finished early...

Oh! ^____^ Watched the 4th ep of DNAngel this morning... Ah... So good... ^____^ Makes up for the 3rd ep that had like... 1 scene of Satoshi in it. -_- This ep though! All about Satoshi and Daisuke! And Krad made his evil appearance!... Can't get over the frilliness of his outfit... *Twitches* Unfortunately... I don't think we'll be seeing him much from now on... Satoshi or Krad... *Sulks*

Anyway, I ran through an ending for Divinitas in my head today. It was a happy ending. Implied happy anyway. -__- Is that a good or bad thing? Ugh... I want to sleep... But it's still so early... Going back to writing now.

~ Caleyndar @ 7:00 PM




Date: 27.04.2003 + Day: Sunday

Mood: Relaxed...


Hmm, today was fun... ^_^ Went out with Will to see Anger Management, which is a really good movie. We talked lots and it was a nice day out. It was nice to see him again after so many months, and of course, it was nice to get out of making mini rolls the whole day, which was what I would have been doing if I didn't drag Will out with me. ^___^;;;

Ah, what else... Well, because I'm rather reluctant to write more of Divinitas because I'm just not liking what I write, I've taken up writing Divinitas Nonsense Dialogues.. Which are just short sketches where the characters and I converse about... things. ^_^;;; *Sigh* I know, I know. I should write properly and not waste time with useless things...

~ Caleyndar @ 7:14 PM




Date: 26.04.2003 + Day: Saturday

Mood: *Sigh*


I left the marathon early today. After the 13th ep, actually... It wasn't as fun as last week's (we watched the first arc of Juuni Kokki, and we were in a more sociable room), and I wasn't really *dying* to see TriGun again... But at least I gave the series Annie wanted to her and got the stuff I wanted off Binga.

Home now, am watching my d/ls again... It's surprising how one can do that and not really get bored of it... Just watching as the file slowly d/ls and the percentage complete increase one by one... Maybe I'm just weird.

Blah, on the train home I was drawing. Trying to anyway. Still working on the pic of Gryps. Pose is finalised now, just need to add in the details... But yeah, I fell asleep, 'cause that's what tends to happen when you sit through 13 eps of anime in one go... The point is, the ticket inspectors came through and they woke me up! I was sleeping!!! Do I really look like someone who wouldn't buy a ticket??? -___- That's not the worse bit. The inspector didn't have to go and make some comment about my drawing. It's none of their business I draw on the train... Ugh... Say it loud enough so the whole carriage can hear... Evil. Totally evil. Maybe I should stop drawing on trains... Or stop sleeping on them...

~ Caleyndar @ 8:23 PM




Date: 25.04.2003 + Day: Friday

Mood: Pissy at Gryps


Blah... Publich holiday (Anzac Day) and the first day of my break... What did I do... Watched a few eps of anime... Including ep 3 of DNAngel... Much disappointing. Satoshi only appeared once. ;___; But! If the preview is anything to go by, ep 4 should be very very good! We may very well get to meet Krad!!! Yay!!! ^____^ I have a feeling I will like Krad very much and end up worshipping him.

Aside from anime watching, also *finally* started working on the new profile pics for Divinitas... Started with Gryps, for some reason... And spent all day sketching out his pose. Since I'm such an absolute useless person when it comes to clothing design... He's getting pretty much the same outfit as before. So yeah... He hates it that much it looks like he's going to slit his own throat. -___-x

Tomorrow is the anime marathon... Hmmm... We're stuck in a crappy room/lecture theater. I think I will spend a lot of time outside if there are other people out there...

~ Caleyndar @ 9:05 PM




Date: 24.04.2003 + Day: Thursday

Mood: Guilty... sorta


It's been over a month since I last blogged. Kouryuu-chans has complained many times that I should blog more because everyone would think I'm dead... But I'm sure the only ones who read this blog talk to me semi-regularly anyways, so... Blah. Oh yeah, March and April are combined because I'm a lazy ass and can't be bothered to create a new file just for a few days of April.

Anyways, this Sat is the anime marathon for TriGun (not that I care because I've already seen all 26 eps, but I'm just going for the social thing and a bit of anime trading). ^_^ Will be getting some stuff off Binga to shorten my backlog of stuff I need to get... Yah. Since last entry... My backlog of stuff to watch and stuff to d/l has gotten out of hand to say the least... I suppose working on 18 series is... silly. But but!!! I can't help myself!!! Oh, new series... ^____^ DNAngel!!!! Waa waa!!! Satoshi is so... cute and evil. Surprisingly, I'm not all that thrilled about Dark, and have yet to really meet Krad, so can not say... But Satoshi... Mmmmm... Pretty. ^___^ You can really tell I'm obsessed because I'm getting the manga as well. Read the first 2 volumes already... The manga has a lot more shounen ai hint in it that the anime so far... Hehehe...

What else. Well, this is the beginning of my one week mid-semester break. It's evil because it's after all the other unis mid-semesters. Grrr. Evil UWS. Got lots of stuff I want to do too. *Sigh* It has been over two months since I announced my "retirement" from Divinitas... Have written stuff, am working on 050 atm, but that's about it... Website re-design, character profiles updates have not been touched. I'm such a lazy ass... Wait, I already said that and you all know it... x_x

~ Caleyndar @ 6:22 PM




Date: 20.03.2003 + Day: Thursday

Mood: Wanna go home


Waaa... I wanna go home. x_X Class is over and we're... too lazy to walk so we're waiting for the 5:05pm bus that takes us straight to the station. Hmmm... Work tomorrow. And got so much homework to do this week. *Sob sob sob*

Hmm... been watching GetBackers, and only have 17-18 to go before I'm up to date with everything that's released. Will watch when I get home tonight if the d/ls didn't stuff up whilst I was at uni. Next much watch Spiral. Since I have ADSL now, leaving my comp on 24/7 even when I am away from home at uni-home... So... yeah. X_X

I'm starving too. *Twitches* Need to get home before I can have dinner. Hungry... ;___;

~ Caleyndar @ 4:50 PM




Date: 15.03.2003 + Day: Saturday

Mood: Sleepy


This was meant to be an entry for Friday. But it just ticked over to Saturday. So... whatever. x_x

Week at uni was trying. Didn't have anything to do all Tuesday after the 9-10am class because we weren't given our assignment in VR Illustrative on Monday like we were meant to. Instead I did nothing all Tuesday and Wednesday morning, and now am stuck with so much work over the weekend it isn't funny. Doesn't help I work Fridays now, and usually I need to go out somewhere on Saturdays. Stupid stupid VR Illustrative! *Is very pissed about a lot of things and starting to wish she never fucking changed courses!* Damn it!!!

Ahhhhhhh!!! I can't write, never seem to want to work on my website or Divinitas stuff, can't seem to do anything but stress... Headache! X___X I miss my sadistic self. Oh dear god, how much I miss that side of me. Where did it go? Lost in a swamp of stress. May have to drop Animation 1 because don't meet requirements. Pissy. Damn damn damn.

Oh, and I have ADSL now. Yay, I am so so happy. *Sobs* I feel so lost. ;___; The voices in my head don't even talk to me much anymore. It's just all... Must remember to do this, and thinking about HOW to do other things. *Sigh* No regrets, right. It will pass, right. Maybe I should just go watch more of Full Moon and cry over it... Or sleep...

~ Caleyndar @ 12:19 AM




Date: 10.03.2003 + Day: Monday

Mood: Not Happy


Gah. Mondays are evil. Classes were okay today... We're being taught how to use macs. Great. Fun. Joy. I am SO thrilled. Then, to make my day complete, I only get 64/100 for the assignment I did for VR Illustrative. -___- I'm going to sulk for awhile now.

I really do miss not being home. Living on your own may give you a lot of freedom, but missing family heaps, especially my mom. I *do* get a lot more done though, when at my uni home. So I suppose that is good... If we were actually given HW. x_X Yes, I am complaining that we don't have any HW for this week yet. *Sigh*

Oh, I rang up the camera repair place I did my internship with, and since I get Fridays off at uni, they said I can work there those days. ^_^ I am most happy because I get to see the guys at work and I get $112.5 for that day (7.5hours @ $15)... Which is just enough to pay for my rent, but hell, it's better than nothing... Well, not enough to pay for my rent once I take out transport, but it's still better than nothing! ;____; I am so broke now... *Dies*

~ Caleyndar @ 8:40 PM




Date: 09.03.2003 + Day: Sunday

Mood: Na na na


*Ponders* Aether, why are you such a pain in the ass? Why can't I underdstand you? ^_^ Ne? You say and do things that are just... so... not flowy. X____X *Sobs and bangs head on desk* Please just tell me how to write 047 already!!! *Bawls*

Yes. In case you couldn't tell, I'm suffering from writer's block again. And apparently, much to my dismay, begging the characters doesn't help. -___-

*Sigh* Anyway, spent most of the weekend watching anime. It was... Blah blah. I'm up to date with Inuyasha now, and cleared what I had of Dragon Drive. Getting 15-16 of Princess Tutu now, and will go watch soon. Going back to uni early tomorrow morning. Yay for me. x_x I hope I don't miss any trains again, and the sky won't pour down on me when I'm walking from the station to my uni place. x_X

~ Caleyndar @ 8:43 PM




Date: 07.03.2003 + Day: Friday

Mood: Very Sad


I knew it. I didn't want to believe it, but in the end, I suppose it was expected. Damn you, whoever it is that does the Full Moon manga!!! *Sobs* So sad... *Sulks* Over 40 episodes to allow you to *want* as badly to meet Echi-kun as Mi-ki does, and now this. *Bawls*

*Sigh* Yes, I've finially been starting to clear my back log of anime I have d/l but not watched yet. x_X I should be doing HW, but I was dead tired and just too lazy to... So I spent all day watching anime. Finially finished Slam Dunk and burnt all of that off my HD, and watched up to 44 of Full Moon, and burning some of that off as well as I type this up. Will go watch some of Dragon Drive now. ^_^

~ Caleyndar @ 9:54 PM




Date: 05.03.2003 + Day: Wednesday

Mood: Working!


Waaa! I dropped photography and picked up animation! So happy!!! *Sparkles* It makes up for my very lousy start to my day. ^_^ Well, I already brought the text and camera for photography, but hopefully I can sell them to someone else instead. ^_^ Yay for me! Dunno why the lecturer I talked to at enrollement said I couldn't drop it. -_- I checked and it's fine that I drop and pick up an elective. Silly lecturer. :P

Heh, yeah, went home yesterday, d/led more anime, chatted to people, fun fun. ^_^ I'm currently working on my first assignment for illustration. Nothing interesting. Just image anaylsis... *Sigh* At least I am using an image for Tokyo Babylon! ^____^ Featuring Subaru and Seishiro. Can get a better example of deception than those two!

Well, I am really liking this course so far. Especially now that I dropped photography. ^_^ So glad I changed, even if I had to move and all that... No regrets!

~ Caleyndar @ 9:41 PM




Date: 03.03.2003 + Day: Monday

Mood: Getting there


First day at uni was okay... Had a Photography lecture and an Illustrative tutorial... Photography is going to be very expensive, me thinks, and it's not something I wanted to do, really. But apparently we have no choice and it's a must.

Spent a while on my mobile phone with Patty tonight, which was nice, being able to talk to a familiar voice. ^_^ We really need to get together sometime, but she has an insane time table, so the only time we would have together is on weekends. x_X

Only have one lecture tomorrow morning, so if nothing else comes up I intend to go home after it finishes and 10am, and then come back to uni accomodation on Wendesday for my 1-2pm Illustrative lecture. Need to pick up some more things and d/l more anime! ^____^

Oh yes, I joined this university's anime club today, so once the screenings start, that will be something else I must do! *Sparkles*

I wanted to start on the artwork of Ari tonight, but I didn't get home until after 7 (my housemates and I went out to buy a cable for our newly aquired free TV), and have only just finshed eating and talking to Patty, and it's already past 10pm. Will go watch some anime now before heading off to bed.

~ Caleyndar @ 10:27 PM




Date: 02.03.2003 + Day: Sunday

Mood: Very Alone


Well. First thing. Typed up all the blog entires I wrote whilst in HK. You can find them in the 2003 Feb archive. Apparently I didn't write anything for the last week... I regret that now. -_- I was too busy reading and eating and being dragged shopping. I brought an iPAQ... Hnnn... Sorta a waste, really, if I don't use it...

On the day before we left for AU we went to see the large budda temple in HK. It's known to have the largest budda statue in the world. Took many pictures... Of scenery and flowers... x_x

On the 27th, night of the flight, I made sure to have some really nice ice-cream that came in tiny balls after dinner just before we left for the air port. They're called Mini Melts. ^_^ I brought one for myself and one for my cousion, and we have pictures of us eating them. ^_^

I came home on the 28th, and somewhat realised how much I missed HK already. HK always feels like HOME, despite missing some of the necessities I need for my obessions... As in, when I came back to Australia, the house didn't feel welcoming, but when I arrived in HK, it was very comfortable. Ah well.

Since I was on the plane when they opened tutorial registration for my course, most of them were full by the time I could log on and register. So I have a 5 day week... It's most unfortunate... No more working at the camera place for me... ;___;

Now. Now I am sitting in my room at the uni accomodation. My two housemates are both girls so that's good. ^_^ The house isn't too bad, and I can walk to uni. I hope I will be able to survive.

Now I got to indulge on some fruit and then watch some anime before bed. ^_^

~ Caleyndar @ 8:40 PM