On Thursday after I got home from uni, I was driving in my car when the horrible speed camera took my picture. I feel pissy because most likely I will get a fine and lose points off my license. -__- Damn the variable school speed zones!

Hmm, anyway. I'm going off to Melbourne today with Patty! ^_^ Most cool. Will be back on Tuesday so will tell all then.

Still haven't read or even brought the 5th book of HP. *Sigh* Everyone who has head it says they loved much. *Sigh* I feel left far far behind. But on another note, I finished the Queen of the Darkeness today, which concludes the Black Jewel Trilogy. To be totally honest, I'm disappointed in Daemon. Really I am. He *doesn't* live up to the name of The Sadist in my books. Not even in the end. *Sigh* Maybe because the scenes don't go into enough painful and bloody detail.

After all this... I think I've overcome my adversion to writing *that* particular scene that's coming up in Divinitas. My whole issue with the bone and romantising it doesn't matter too much anymore. ^_^ Ah, I have been further corrupted once again.

~ Caleyndar @ 12:50AM

At uni residence atm. All alone in the house because both housemates have left. Hmm. Very quiet. Sat through 4-10 of Scrapped Princess. Storyline is becoming very interesting and is very original. Want more.

Shot/finished the animation today. Goes for 2.3 seconds and absolutely sucks. Movements are so jerky it's not funny. -___- Phoenix is saying it serves me right for making him look like such an idiot. Gryps is fumming because everyone who saw it thought he was a girl again. Poor Gryps-sama... I am sure Ari-san would allow you to feel like the man you are if you asked him nicely. >____>

Anyway, can't wait to hand it in tomorrow so I can go home and... do stuff. Oh, both of my petpets are back. ^_^ They all snuck off to the Green Jelly and didn't invite us along. Those selfish little creatures! Well, their masters will just have to punish them. ^_____^

As you can probably tell, I need sleep. So I will sign off here now...

~ Caleyndar @ 11:36 PM

Working on animation atm. Will only go for a few secs, but it's of Gryps beating the shit out of Phoenix. o_o Phoenix is wondering why I pick on him so much, and my only answer is that the chibi version of Phoenix is fun to pick on? ^_^;;;

Am going back to uni tomorrow and staying the night since the animation is due 9am on Thursday, and I still need to shoot/compile it. Meow.

Finally finished writing 052. That was... hmmm... bad to write. It was smutty. *Wrinkles nose* Phoenix acting like a puppy and Ashura encouraging him. Ugh. Even that sounds bad. *Twitches* I have sunk so very very low. Actually. I was reading through the early chapters and thinking how much they suck. I really really need to rewrite this whole story. Yes. If I ever actually finish it... o_o

~ Caleyndar @ 8:58 PM

Stupid evil useless ADLS is down and I have no access to the internet! *Hisses* I can't *live* without the internet!!! *Bawls* Support people said they were awear of the problem and were working on it... But it's been down since like 2am this morning and it's now past 3pm!!! They should work harder and faster, those slackers!!! >____<

And and and... To make matters worse, Kouryuu-chans is leaving me for a whole week!!! Waaa... Who will I talk with about torturing bishis with now? *Sigh* At least, hopefully, if she is stuck in her hotel room most of the time, she will get some piccies and writing done. ^_^ Am looking forward to see Daemon-chan in a pretty dress. Huh. I still have to draw Phoenix-chan in a dress. That will be painful.

*Sigh* Well, since my internet has been down for so long, I've actually been working on the Divinitas laylot. It's now done... the layout... just the layout... and coded. ^_^; All that remains is the rest of the pages and the profile pics... *Sigh* Ho hum. I should get started on my animation... Supposedly...

~ Caleyndar @ 3:16 PM

I finished watching Princess Tutu today. I feel somewhat whimsical concerning the ending. It's kinda happy, but not what you expect... And gah, you just feel... sad and pained because neither pairing you wanted actually happens... Waaa... ;___;

On a brighter note, Trinity-sama came home! Now I can cling to her and serve her again. ^_^ Weee, purpose in life again! And bonus, no more EE... >___>

*Glares at Kouryuu-chans* My clothing designs leave nothing to the imagination...? *Twitch* I *do* cover up their lower regions!!! That should count for something!!! *Sulks and mutters*

Hnn... I had to go into uni today (erm, make that yesterday... clock just ticked over) for Illustration assessment. Basically just lugging everything I'd done over the semester for a mark confirmation... So they said. Until they sprung on me and stole two of my pieces!!! *Hisses* I'm not sure whether I'm happy they took two of my pieces to be photographed or somewhat cheated... o_o I'm a confused person. x_x

~ Caleyndar @ 12:52 AM

It's done. Finally. Now I can work on Divinitas stuff! ^_^ No more having to look at evil cat and evil girl... ~_~ I spent so long on that piece though... *Sigh* Hmm, you can see it here.

Anyway! Back to working on the graphic for the new Divinitas website! Wee, finally back to drawing bishis. ^_^... Poor Phoenix-kun... Erm. I did not just say that.

~ Caleyndar @ 3:49 PM

I feel emotionlly drained. Two of my old sketch books will never be the same. The ones I spent hours and days drawing in... my evil mother soaked them when she was hosing the windows from outside. The stupid windows leaked and dribbled dirty water all over them. I... *deflates*

*Sniffs* And if that wasn't bad enough... SemeAether's petpet UkePhoenix the Melton is missing!!! *Sigh*... Though a reader of Divinitas who reads this blog sent me an Air Faerie and it blessed SadistAri with Spark. ^_^; Thankies much!

Hmm... Kouryuu-chan's blog entries of late have been unsettling. *Pets* It's even more dark and scary than usual... Though her Pretty Boy stands by not being scared... o_o I would be, if I was him, and Kouryuu-chan was in a mood for blood and pain and licking bloody fingers and hearing screams...

^_^ Anyway! Whilst I was cleaning up the mess the water made, I found to packets of pocky!!! I had totally forgotten about them. ^_^ Wee for pocky!... I go now.

~ Caleyndar @ 4:53 PM

I just read a review I got for Divinitas via FictionPress.net. I went "waaa...!" in denial. The phrase "your torture scenes are exquisite" scared me. I was like... "I DON'T write *torture* scenes!!!!" ... I don't know what is wrong with me. Of course I write torture scenes. I'm usually giddy when I do so and snicker at the victim's demise... *Blinks* That might be a lie. o_o Oh, this is stupid. This is all Anne Bishop's fault. Her torture scenes... are so SO mean. Waaa... I don't want torture scenes like that ever near any of my characters!!! No beatings and kinky toys!!! X_____X

*Takes a deep breath* Okay. I'm over that. *Brave smile* Anyway! Handed my horrible crappy project in today. So now I can just work on Divinitas stuff for a while... and that Alice commission I still haven't finished... *Twitch*

Oh yeah! SemeAether got a new ability! ^_^ He's now on level 6 and can use smoke screen!!! SadistAri is on level 7, but I haven't gotten enough NPs to buy an air fairy to bless him yet... ;___; If anyone is kind enough and plays NeoPets.com, I would welcome any donations!!! ^____^ (Pssttt! my username is "kawochans"!)

~ Caleyndar @ 9:43 PM

Hmm... I'm getting slack with blog entries again. Me bad.

Anyway! I'm finally making a start on the new Divinitas website! Yep, after like... 1/2 a year... Hahahahaha!... Erm, well, I finally finished the artwork I started ages ago that's the splash image. Made the splash page as well. Is simple, but I think it looks good. ^_^; Am currently sketching up the design for the main layout. At least, when I finally get it up (I'm aiming for the 2 year anniversary date... *cough cough*) there will be lots of new (and poorly written) chapters? ^_^;;; Am currently working on 52. Haven't posted anything since 46, so yeah...

Blah. Still haven't finished the commission of Alice. *Twitch* Am working on her dress. Ugh. She scares me. -___- Evil female that looks like she would enjoy torturing pretty boys. So very very evil... (This would be the influence of reading the Black Jewels trilogy by Anne Bishop, I'm sure. -__-)

Okay, okay, enough bitching. I think I should start on a project for uni now that's due on Thursday... Hnnn...

~ Caleyndar @ 4:45 PM

I got 1.5 hours sleep last night (this morning...). Finished Casi at 5am in the morning. Not a good habit to practise... Waaa... *Sob* Anyway, handed it in, got 80-90 for it (diff marks for diff sections). So it's so-so... To be honest, I wasn't overly happy with the end result, but oh well. Next must work on commission... *Makes a face* And after that, promised Kouryuu-chans I would draw Phoenix in a dress... Hmm, need to poke at her for reference pics. Since we all know what great an outfit designer I am! ^____^ Strangely, Phoenix isn't being too unreasonable about being drawn in a dress, with his hands tied up in front of him. I think it's my threat of intending to use that picture as his profile picture that has kept him sulking silently and not throwing a fit. *Snickers*

Erm. Reading Daughter of the Blood atm. Shaving. Now I see that word in a whole new light. ^____^ It made me very twitchy. Shaving. Hnnnnnnnn... I would say I'm totally against cutting parts of characters' bodies off, but... wings are a part of a character's body, and I have every intention of letting Aether cut/rip off the elemental gods' wings... But still!!! Shaving!!! *Rants and raves* Anne Bishop is one mean, mean author... ;____; But I am totally loving the book, and despit my... dislike for magical torture no matter in what shape or form, I'm loving Daemon. ^_^ Weee! You go boy!

Yes, I *do* realise I have lost my marbles and probably should get some sleep...

~ Caleyndar @ 7:38 PM