Life is a bitch. There we go. All the workings of our society are too complex and screwed up and I'm really hating having to deal with all the paper work and applications and other shit. Banks are evil, and breakdown of communication is even more shitty. >_> I am really starting to regret my family's pruchase of another house... even if it's for me to live in at Uni... My Father's english is terrible and the bank managers use complex words. Wee, isn't that fun. And yeah, the manager is in charge of all my Father's business crap, but he doesn't even know the manager's name. Well, that's *really* helpful when I have to call them up. "Hi, can I please speak to a Paul-someone. At least, I *think* his name is Paul, but I'm not really sure. ^_^" ... And almost everything is going under my name... The account for repayments at least... I don't want that responsiblity. I can just see myself in a few years from now totally broke and unable to make the repayments. I really have doubts about being able to make this kind of money from doing anything in my future profession... *Sobs*

And, if that's not bad enough, I realised there was no way I could finish the picture of Ari for tomorrow's deadline for Taiyaki Factory... So there's another low point in my life. Woot.

I think I might go now and sulk in bed... since wee, I have work tomorrow and must get up at 6am.

~ Caleyndar @ 11:57 pm

Well. Had classes for 2 subjects so far. Know will already hate one because it's all... history, and I have always hated history subjects. Other one is the next Illustration class thingy, and blah. Lots of work... >_> I guess that means either less anime/manga for me, or less writing/drawing for Divinitas. ...

I don't know how many times I've scrapped sections of 053 now. But it's been quite a few. I am just.. having a lot of trouble with trying to convey the... relationship Phoenix and Aether have with each other at this stage. Past Phoenix is totally... screwed up. >_> I like Present Phoenix much better. Aether... Aether never seems to change. Blah.

Anyway... just taking a break from Ari atm. At this rate, I really don't know if I can have it finished by Friday. Still, I really want to complete it... since it's the companion piece for Gryps' Falling and all... They make such a nice pair. ^_^

Hmm, at least I get to go home tomorrow... Classes tomorrow are pretty full on. Start at 8am, finish at 4pm, with two 1 hour breaks in between. The price of having Monday and Friday off! Can't wait to go home and d/l 3 & 6 of HnG... >_>

~ Caleyndar @ 7:07 pm

Okay! Back at uni accommodation now, and it is pretty cold... Should turn on my heater. Blah. Anyway, already had dinner. Will have my shower soon, and then try and force myself to do a bit more on Ari-san. Only like... half his head is done atm, and he is most pissy to be away from Gryps-sama again. But hopefully I will have finished by this Thursday, since I'm trying to make the dealine on Friday to submit it in to the next joint uni publication thingy. Dunno if they would publish me though, since I was in the last one.

Still haven't finished 053. Am most bad, I know. But hopefully will finish by this weekend so I can do an update. ^_^

Oh! Sunday was nice. Shouted Will lunch and the movies since it was for his birthday thing... and also scabbed all 75 eps of Hikaru no Go off him... 23 CDs. >_> Only watched up to 5 but love very much. ^__________^ So cute. Unfortunately, 3 is a bit screwed in the middle, and all of 6 is corrupt. >_> That is why I haven't watched pass that. Will need to d/l them before I can continue. Hope there aren't anymore screwy eps. *Hisses* But... unluckily for me, I can't d/l it since I am at uni, and couldn't d/l it before hand because horrible Streamload has been pissy to everyone. *Sigh*

Am watching Virus atm. >_> Serge has a collar around his neck. It makes me twitch every time I see it. Only seen eps 1-3 so far, but there is definately underlying S&M between him and the Captain Raven. ~____~ I would rejoice, but I am sure nothing is going to come from it, so... it just makes me twitchy.

~ Caleyndar @ 10:13 pm

It's horrible. To know. That. I will forever find it hard to write Phoenix and Aether scenes. They are just... too... incompatiable. >_>

Anyway! Been d/ling and watching Air Master. ^_^ I love it. I totally love it. I haven't laughed so hard in ages. Ep 5 was a killer, definately. Who cares if there are so many panty shots that you can't even keep count? Yay for fan service! Maki is totally cool. *Sparkles* That girl can sure kick some ass. ^___^ Mwahahahaha! ... I will stop now.

Animania is on again this year, and their art section has expanded greatly. Won't enter the comp, but am thinking of submitting something for the art exhibition... Need ideas. >_> Another Divinitas promotion poster of sorts... I wish I had a better work ethic. ^_^;

Oh oh! Will's birthday was today. ^_^ He's turning 19. My kawaii little Neko-chan. All grown up now. Am taking him out to lunch on Sunday to celebrate.

Hmm. Am missing not being able to talk to peoples much lately. Will see everyone even less once I go back to uni on Monday... Blah. So alone. ;________;

~ Caleyndar @ 10:13 pm

Well. First thing's first. I seriously believed I would be back at university this week. I thought it started on the 21st. I was most deceived. It doesn't start until the 28th. So suddenly I find myself with an extra week of holidays... Not that I will use it constructively, I'm sure.

Anyway! Painter is cool... but odd. It seems to eat up disk space even more that PS... so I don't know. And Berserk manga. >_> Let's not speak of this evilness. But I can't help myself. The manga goes beyond where the anime left off, naturally. It's also much more... explicit. The sex scenes, I mean. All the monsters in this manga have endless sex drive. *Cough cough* But Griffith! *Kicks him* You were cute BEFORE, but now you just have fluffy hair! I loved your innocent childish smile, but you had to throw all that away for your Dream, and on top of that, you gained fluffy hair!!! Oh, the evilness of it all.

Oh, and I should jump off a cliff. I got another review to say "This reminds me of Harry Potter. Your character Draco has the same name as Draco Malfoy. You have four houses." ... At least... I think I've learnt something from all of this. If you ever work on something... make sure it has absolutely NO similarities to something that is overly popular.

Think I will sleep now. I can't deal... Reality is somewhat draining of late. ~_~

~ Caleyndar @ 10:48 pm

Long time no blog. Again. >_> Anyways. Divinitas site is now up. Gryps profile pic is done, and I should move my ass and actually re-write his profile page... Haven't worked any on 053 because... I don't want to touch it with a ten foot stick atm. Was meant to re-draw Draco's profile pic, but ended up drawing a GrypsxDraco fanservice pic. Look how low I've sunk. Yes, I should burn in hell, etc, etc, etc.

Been most busy this week. Went to movies and saw Charlies Angels 2 with Will on Monday, worked on Tuesday, went house hunting on Wednesday, and saw Bruce Almighty with Patty today and then worked tonight. x_X Have to work tomorrow too. Blah. Anime marathon on Sat. Will go 'cause I've been promised Berserk manga and Painter. Meow.

Trinity-sama did a neat set of Divinitas fanart in her world-famous stick figure style for me. ^_^ Will post with next update. EE also did a wonderful piccy of Phoenix and Aether. Hehehe... Aether looks sexy XD. It looks awfully shounen-ai-y to me for someone who says she's against shounen ai! ^_^

Blah. Unfortunately, even though it's summer, I hardly get to talk to Kouryuu-chans at all because her parents are making her take calculas classes. >_> Evil. I bet her Pretty Boy isn't too happy about the lack of Kouryuu-chans eiher.

As for my brave Knight-kun, I think she is finally going to get another laptop. So hopefully she will be around more to protect me! Hmm... And I need to ask her to write something for me. >_>

~ Caleyndar @ 10:20 pm

For the past few days I have done next to nothing except work on the new Divinitas site. Do you know how draining it is to code constantly? It's not fun. x_x The site still isn't finished at this stage, but I need sleep and will go after I finish writing this up.

Did my tutorial registration for next semester today. Have okay times for classes, and get Monday and Fridays off, so I can keep working on Fridays... Unfortunately we have some lectures at 8am in the morning - that isn't going to be fun.

I should have everything on the site done except the profile pages by tomorrow. I will probably get Gryps and Draco's profile pictures and their written profiles done before I upload the new site. The other profile pages can wait a bit, I guess. ^_^; I am also not entirely sure about what I've written of Divinitas thus far. Need to re-read The Past chapters and think about them for a bit.

Apparently Kouryuu-chan sucks at miniture golf. This piece of infomation might be useful later on, since she does have the advantage right now in knowing I'm ticklish. -___-

Knight-kun is on rarely because her laptop still hasn't been fixed. x_X If my laptop died, I would throw myself off a cliff... All my work is on this piece of junk... ~_~ I should probably backup stuff...

~ Caleyndar @ 11:34 pm

Well, have come home from Melbourne... It was cold. So very very cold. I don't like the cold. And now I think I've caught a cold. -__-

We went shopping in Melbourne and took a look in the Australian Moving Images museum. I wasn't too thrilled with it... I never have liked or appreicated abstract things, and these animations were very artsy films that were very abstract... We also went to the Werribee Mansion and the Victoria's Open Range Zoo. Those were fun. ^_^ But the Mansion's bedrooms were disappointing - both the beds and the rooms were tiny. Not really my image of how bedrooms should be in a mansion... As for the zoo, we took a safari and saw hippos, rinos, giraffes, antelopes, zebras, bison, camels and the Przewalski's Horse. Unfortunately we didn't get to see any predators... Pooie. On our last day, we went to St. Kilda's beach - lots of cafes and a very long pier you could walk along. Nice scenery. ^_^ We also rode on the trams heaps to get around.

Overally, I had a pretty good time. Nights we stayed in and read. Too cold to go anywhere and there wasn't anything near where we were staying... So yeah. ^_^; Oh yeah, this is a pic of my friend and I in our room (I'm the one in black... couldn't you have guess?). ^_^

Now that I'm back home... d/ling anime again and working on website. x_X Too much to do. Oh well. Back to it!!!

~ Caleyndar @ 5:54 pm